Did you think I was sleep? The devil works hard I work harder, so I reap All these motherfu**ing bars They be like "take a rest" But I'm in too deep Going to the next dimension For about a whole week Let em rest, let em get a couple z's on me While I'm stacking up my bread, like a couple OZ's Chillin with all my bread, playing with all of this playdough Always asking for answers to problems Like I'm Plato I am no philosopher, If he's cool I'm "awesomer" She's rocking fur coats, it's all smoke, all gossamer Walking like a smoke stack, if she want it I cop that A chill dude, just a lil' rude, she know I got that Never really changed boy, I was in the cut Lost inside of my brain boy, puffin' Indica And this life is kind of strange boy, I would say its tough Not tryna complain, lemme go and take another puff I am on another cloud, and yes it's real loud For the people always looking up, but always talking down On another cloud, and yes it's real loud For the people always looking up, but always talking down Feeling like I always feel Dealing like I always deal People always saying Super Saiyan Never popping pills Feeling like I always feel Dealing like I always deal People always saying Super Saiyan Never popping pills On another cloud, and yes it's real loud For the people always looking up, but always talking down On another cloud, and yes it's real loud For the people always looking up, but always looking down MMM MMM

I cried for a reason...knowing all of these seasons Would be hard up on my mental with no help with all the grieving' I didn't wanna turn to, everyone I know, to a shrink Sick of thoughts, being honest girl, I don't even wanna think Tried to numb it all out, with some drinks and some fumes When all I want to do is be, back inside your room Chilling good with you, eating food like we used to do Looking cute in the light from the TV, go and hit the Juul too Drinking all of the whiskey, hoping you would miss me And the bittersweet thoughts at times, when you would go and kiss me Before you left to work in the morning, I was probably snoring Up before you left for work in the morning Working all night, crashing at four thirty Knowing my nails were so dirty Good times in my mind, but I fucked it all up I was scared of losing you, you were feeling disgust Towards me and my actions, didn't want that to happen Withdrawals from the booze, turned it down with all the laughing Do you remember when we made love that day? It was gray, raining hard, with a smile up on my face Holding onto your curves, while I'm at your place Making you feel good, going at your pace Thinking how happy I felt, honestly it was frightening But even more than that, girl, I remember the lightning Would you ever come back girl? I know that shit was wack girl I know that I'd attack, that cat, anytime that you would ask girl Getting it from the back, girl... Made you my whole world, that was my mistake You can see that inside my face Whenever I speak Going down the road in high speeds You treated me so nicely Times I couldn't breathe Sometimes I can't believe That it happened to me

Yo There's a lot I wanna say, there's a lot I really feel Tired of concepts, I'mma go ahead and try to keep it real When my last girl broke up with me, I was feeling hopeless Flying back to my momma house, everyday that I'm moping Shared a room with my brother, crying under the covers Hope he doesn't hear me, but he probably did I wonder I felt like such a failure, why cant I keep a girl? Am I so damn unlovable? Do I really fit in this world? Cried to my mom on the phone, so I had to come right back Somewhere inside of me, hoping that you will come right back Should've texted you sooner, I should've kept in touch But I was feeling so foolish, like I was doing way too much Or so I thought, and all those thoughts, they kept me up, I killed the fox Put the body in a box, bury it deep and let it rot But the soul was still intact, took me over me when I fell flat How do I go right back? Baby girl, I take it back My brother moved out of my moms, had to go off to college Back to square one again, alone with all my knowledge Of the past, write a song, record it fast Feeling good, hope it lasts When I'm thinking of memories when I rubbed your ass Then dropped "Inside", then its "Summer 21" Got locked up for a month too, that was not so fuckin' fun When I got out of jail, it was like another reset Glad I made it through all of it, so I could come and even speak this Made matters with my fam weird, but that's up in the past Healed up from all the wounds when life was my kicking my ass Got a couple scars on me, but the wounds have really closed I wanna come right back to life, instead of being a ghost Forgiving all of my exes, the people I held close Striving for my daily best, instead of doing the most So we can go head and celebrate So let us do a toast To the past No more kissing it's ass Champagne inside the glass Yes I do forgive you, so please don't feel too sad Yes I do forgive you, sometimes I just feel bad Yes I do forgive you, I'm over it and glad Making art and making music is really all I had

Leaving this dimension is the key, maybe I can find a way To turn into superman and go head and finally save the day But there's kryptonite in my blood, and I have to get it out Maybe I can find some happiness, when I get my own house Seems to be the way to peace, everybody keeps the line I don't know what they on, I think I just need some more time The clock is always ticking, and its tocking with the vids That I see on every platform, that we have given to the kids Way to entertain the masses not feeling good Kids are thinking they're gonna be famous in their hoods And the trending topics and the hottest crazes it's amazing Shit that we don't say and all the empty ass praises Get a dopamine rush with another post Never speaking to each other, like some digital ghosts Maybe I'm thinking too much about it, did the most Out of every single person I'm discussing, like a host Of a party I didn't even know I started And the people leaving, but I never will depart it I'm still up in the back, wondering how I even do it Pouring liquor in the punch bowl and dancing to slow music (God Damn) I think I fall in love too easily like I am Chet Baker And I tell the truth so raw, you think that I'm a faker No scams from my side, just the truth till I die That's the way that I live, how I do it on my side If you're down for the ride, let me know, lets smoke We can ghost while we cruise, down the coast real slow In a car that we rent, all black, Batmobile Tryna be like the moguls, while I stunt with mass appeal And the dream's in the bag, we were robbing, making bands Feeling like we were rulers, and we run the entire land Clench my golden hands, lessons understand Fucking up everyday, all according to plan Stumble into your sight, and bask within your glory Tryna to get your attention, and hoping you don't ignore me I know I'm kind of boring, by that, I mean a lot Rather stay up in my room, grab the bong and smoking pot Not a fan of the parents that wanna act like cops Always tryna interfere, relationships always stop I know you love your family though, and I know I have to deal Your looks are so amazing, I'll explain how I feel Kind of creep on your page all time like I'm weird Wanna send you paragraphs like "notice me I'm here" Holding back cause of fear, but I'm done with that Putting on my gloves, give my all on the mat

Why am I thinking about you? I think you make me sick I fell for your illusions, your entire bag of tricks You were so damn slick, like a snake that's spitting venom Had my money then you took it, every dollar, girl, you spent 'em I was chilling in the crib, I was fine with all your spending' I was busy making plans, breaking bonds, those feelings mended Running laps in my mind, jumping jacks inside my head Exercising in my sleep, waking up and feeling dead Got on a plane from the north, in the south, you know I'm melting Sun is on the block, everyday the heat is sweltering Then the clouds do the work, grey skies up in the air Cloud breezes pass through, then you know you don't care There's that thunder brewing fast and the rain, it always pours Bonfire when its dry, grab a stick then making s'mores Rain jackets on my body, masks up on our faces Virus in the body, had us feeling out of places I missed you on the days when I was so damn high Even on the damn days, when I was so damn dry Even when the possibility was high of someone else to die Had you floating through my head, always, in the back of my mind Like "I hope that she is alright, I hope she wont lose her life" But I'm sure you're all good, you're smart, you know it's all fucking tight That you're moving on with life, working hard up at your job While I'm chillin' right back at home, you know, living with my mom Anytime you called my name, I was often yours Now I'm dealing with the rents like I am Boston George I can still hear your voice inside of my head Even though I am just... laying in my bed Kind of drunk, thinking about all the things that I have said And how my heart, in the end, just ended up so dead I know that's kind of emo, lemme put it like this instead I was sweating, I was crying, I was tired and I bled Transition from all the cuddles, now I'm taking selfies by the shed Oh how all the time ran, I think it went and fled Couple months ago I was chilling inside your room We were smoking on your dabs, getting lost up in the fumes Even enjoyed the scent of that strong ass perfume Compliments all up on the daily, sorry if I got so profuse And yes I reuse, the old feelings, just to make me feel better I'm obsessed, tryna put your name up in my god damn blog header Cause you own me in my dreams, wanted to make that known I just wanted to scream when I was flying back home

Come through, kick it like Judo Do we got weed? Boy you know Put it in her stomach, like "kudos" Gave it away like Juno Fuck, tryna get paper I'm busy, wont see you later High in the clouds off vaper Fresh in the rest, eat capers Woke up, toke up, smoke another blunt Bad ass girls and they all wanna fuck Pass that gas, and we all get stuck Proper with the rolls and they all get tucked Girls texts me for the weekend And she so fine, I'm geekin' Sending me nudes for the peeking Till my my other head starts leaking Want her in my bed, for the freaking All the sex havoc wreaking Both legs up, she's shrieking Till the orgasm begin They don't know what I'm doing 2 sides, Itadori Yuuji Still so chill, never bougie Watch anime, rubbing on booty Giving me head, so Bueno Tatsumaki to my Genos Let's stack up these pesos Lips getting the besos Giving me head, so Bueno Tatsumaki to my Genos Let's stack up these pesos Lips getting the besos Come through, kick it like Judo Do we got weed? Boy you know Put it in her stomach, like "kudos" Gave it away like Juno Come through, kick it like "kudos" Do we got weed? Boy you know Put it in her stomach, like "kudos" Gave it away like Juno Ugh I'm screaming "fuck that shit!" I want it all to myself I want it all to myself I want it all to myself I'm screaming "fuck that bitch!" I want her all to myself I want her all to myself I want it all to myself Aye

Uh, yo Shout outs to Early Man It's very early, man, in the day You know I'mma say anything, cause I came to fucking play And to win, I'mma go and sin I'mma go ahead and do this shit once again Off the top of the dizzy dome, from my hizzy home What you know about it bro? I be doing it all alone, from the soul And I been stuck in my ZONE Forging the blade I wield against foes Designing my merch, make my own clothes Don't wanna deal with the labels, please Do everything on my own, It's what I need Handle all my money, time to relax Wont get it back, importance is max Training with myself, legged in the grass Never trained this much, when I was in class Now its coming easy, flowing in mass Used to care about the race, come in last Used to care about money, now I'm kicking back Smoke a couple doobies, mind doesn't tax All the stress, pain in my body Thinking of heroes, my soul will embody All the courage needed for my problems, fast Don't wanna miss a road sign, then I crash Cop another weed bag, dash Get a text from a cutie? I'mma smash Stick to the routine, that's the plan Figuring what it means to be a man In this world we live in, these days There's so much you can write and say Looking at the tag price, have to pay For the demons I didn't face or times stayed For the dem- Fuck... Couple bucks on it, like I ran out of luck I just had to come back, hit it with the puck No hockey, I just did it with some Pocky In my pocket, and you know I wont drop it It's on the new wave and the plan Who it be? Once again, it's the man Reez, It's the beast that you will see When I'm walking in the streets, grit my teeth Fangs in my mouth, I'm from the south And it's the best, what you talking 'bout? (Huh?) Free verse, like a reverb on my voice Like I had a choice, man you coming in, been moist Swimming in the laps, swimming with them waves Do it everyday, no fucking waves On my head, got the locks on deck Seeing my soul, you know I won't sweat Been in the heat, been in the sun I don't really rock with no guns But if you stay strapped, keep it safe I just wanna live to see another day Shout outs to the creator of this place That would let me come and do this thang Anyway that I please, anyway that I like Let me go ahead and ride on my bike What it do? Yeah Bye

Aye, clap test Back in this thang like we never even left Yeesh They always say, "Hey, Chris, go and get it on your own dude" Always by myself, it's no one else, I been alone fool Rapping off the laptop, I was never using pro tools Never had enough confidence to come approach you Wanted to ask for a response, girl, for the longest When I thought of you, you so cute, feelings were always the strongest Now I'm grinning cause of texts, thinking you're the best And the greatest and maybe a couple of thoughts of all that sex Maybe I'm going too far with the way I feel, its real Maybe you just have too much damn sex appeal For a loser like me, that's always by himself No one else to talk to, while I'm dreaming of the wealth That will get me closer to you, inside of your motherfu**ing room And bowing right to your feet, cause my emotions do consume Every single waking moment that I'm walking through the streets Buying snacks just to eat, wondering 'bout you in those sheets Not the sanitation level, I'm just tryna jump in And maybe swim for a couple laps, let the games begin Once again pushing hard cause its been a long time I don't wanna miss a chance, you can even call me slime It's all good with me, cause I know you're a living queen And that's young, super fun, and full of cum, all from me With your hair all black, I get lost in the dark With no night vision goggles and only a blunt to spark Watching bubbles from your lava lamp, watch you do a lava dance So damn hot, melt away, all my problems, lanced Up with a piercing on both of your nips If you lift up your shirt, you can expect a kiss Or a bite on your skin, where do I begin? On the wonderland of you, head spinning with them sins You're a cosplay queen, even dressing like Anu I'mma pray real quick, while you go and make me cum too If other dudes are jealous, let me draw 'em a picture Fucking you hard from the back, with some skeet up on the scripture I'mma hit you up daily, hope you never get bored And make you scream while I record, hands tied like "yes lord"

Grab some snacks from the sto', lemme smoke a little herb Or a cig while I sit my ass, right down on the curb Watching some tik-toks or a video on the gram Or waiting for one of my dealers, to come and just give me a gram Maybe I should be in Cali, where's it's legal to puff But looking at my bank account like "man that's not good enough" All this negative talk, all these negative thoughts Have me out on the streets at night, going on a walk Looking up to the stars on the way to the corner Thinking of my ex up north, and how I wish I could join her Doing like whatever that she ever wants to do I'm sorry I was always stuck inside that fucking room I didn't know what to do, I was trying to really focus Scared to lose all of the love, then I lost it, I'm so hopeless I feel so dumb for the pain that I caused I didn't mean a single thing, and I'm always gritting my jaws And I wanna cut all the ties but I needed a saw I was so infused with all of it and all the darkness it caused I was so lost, worked right next to the bed Or laying down next to you, with you inside my head Girl, you have never left...thought about you every single day And I texted a few times with all the shit that I had to say And I think about those messages like "I'm so fucking lame" You're a queen, and I'm a peasant but I know that I wanted to stay By your side even longer, the feelings they grew stronger And I'm talking to all these people and feeling like love conquers So I pushed them all away, maybe you would just come back And save me from this hell that I'm in, and girl that is the fact And I felt so lost when I flew back south I was always saying your name, girl, you lived inside my mouth How do I get you out? You don't respond when I call You probably blocked me, when I think about it, my heart just falls Into the deepest pit, probably read my texts like he's full of shit But I'm hurting girl and I mean it, and I thought your love could fix Something that is broken, so I turn to smoking It's the only way to live, and I was tired of coping I wanna be your guy again, go on those late trips Did you do too much? Did you finally get sick of Chris? Did you get sick of me, and all of the fucking leaves That I smoked, no joke, girl, I didn't want you to leave

Not in a good mood, please don't fucking push me Your new boyfriend only cares about your pussy I was so alone, that was fucked up But I really should've known that you never wanted love Stuck inside my own damn mind And people want to hear some more damn rhymes And i twitch every time that my phone just chimes Cause I'm scared of who's on the other fucking line What more do I have to say or even do Been alone in this fucking game, without a crew And I have friends I can text but don't wanna bother Feeling annoying so I don't, my mind just starts to wander Right to the past, feelings had, was a blast Ducking all of the bullets and I hope it comes fast And I'm talking about the future that was promised While I'm looking to the sky Begging on my fucking knees and asking my God why All the shit that I wrote, all the things that I do Walk this lonely ass path and trying to stay true Feeling lonely as shit, I just want my cute chick And a home of my own, and none of the bullshit Where do I fucking start? With myself I guess And trying to do it all and doing my fucking best Capitalism is gripping on my mother fucking neck So I'm writing songs and making albums just for that check POWER And I'm only 27 why does life feel drab? And I wanna smoke a couple blunts, I'll even take a dab To escape from the pain in my own special way And gritting my molars, drifting through solar and outer space My dog mouth is tired, and I really wanna soar But I don't and I'm grounded like I can't take more Of the pain that was given, and loneliness is a given Like "anyone paying attention to the shit that I've written?" It is not a fucking joke, on the smoke I wanna choke Telling people that I'm good, when all of it is to cope With the reality of life, trying to make it alright When I just wanna chill, be creative all up in the night No one's hitting my cell, but maybe that's for the better Lets me focus on myself and trying to get the cheddar That I need for the weed and the life I wanna live It's my flop era, I don't have to tell what it gives When it doesn't, and looking for others when I really wasn't Can't speak to my fam, or my mom or my cousins And my friends live far away, on the other side of countries I miss when my biggest problem was having the fucking munchies All I've been doing is rotting away, It's not okay You can see all of the pain that I just hide up in my face That I'm hiding with some smiles, "Hey, it's just been a while Wanna hang out? Ya busy I get it, It's no foul" Everybody I know is busy and working and shit I'm home all alone, and trying to get my life to live I wanna open up, but they try to tell me to chill So I'm just fighting with myself, gather up all the will

I don't sleep in a bed, cause I sleep in a tent Like I'm camping, my hands are cramping, and all my money spent I gave it to my mom or the fam for the house Feel like I've been transformed into a goddamn mouse It's not Tom & Jerry, It's no Boomerang Even though I felt so many feelings from all the pain And not feeling so confident because of my drip And fuck the past and shit, I just wanna smoke a clip I don't wanna compete, that shit just gets me mad Like I don't even know you my man, this shit's kind of sad That I see up on the socials, everyone's going postal And I'm lonely so I've been dealing with all of my fucking locals In my area, like they even wanna chat They don't, so I keep it all inside and its wack I wanna say a lot, but I never really get the chance to speak Only time that I can? When I'm writing, man, that's so sweet! Yeah right, it all sucks, focused on just making bucks Only way around here to ever go and get some love Forget getting a hug, they way I'm treated up on the daily Wanna buy a boat, to the shores I'll go sailing Maybe visit Japan, without having a plan Buying the nearest tickets and running as fast as I can Land my ass in the middle of motherfucking Tokyo Like I have anywhere in this lonely world to go But my dreams, and I stay in my head it seems Cause reality has me on the verge to fucking scream I was always trying to make my own little fucking team So we travel and live our lives accomplish all of our dreams Why the fuck is it hard like this? I need some answers Is it my mindset? Eating away like it is cancer Sober thoughts for the year has me shedding all these tears I've done a lot up on my own, and I faced all of my fears And yet I'm still here, in the middle of nowhere And my fam? Nah fuck it, I don't even wanna go there That's a two way street, I'm the only one who walks We all got phones and I'm the only who talks, damn

Huh I learn your moves and you're good, staying on our toes Amazed at every selfie, not a lie cause lord knows Send you messages like a goof, not trying to scare Exit out your pages like, I'm not trying to stare I'm reading all of your posts, feeling like a ghost So I delete all the pictures when I'm feel I'm doing the most We followed each other for years, way back we so young Looking back I guess all that silly shit was so fun Was I just a face in the crowd? Did I ever impress? Did you ever have that weird feeling inside yo' fucking chest? When you saw my face, or was I just another name? Was it all just boredom to you? Was it just a game? You're open with yourself, so I guess I felt close Now I'm a clown, reading internet posts for hope But I guess it's kind of funny, you're on your own journey too Trying to figure life out, while you work and going to school Need some space to grow, need more space to learn Need money to live and you need those trees to burn Spent this summer thinking of you, girl you know that I yearn Grown a little from embarrassment like I am a fern You were Medusa, every time I looked I turned to stone But I'm annoying I guess, I'll go 'head and leave you alone, Damn, I'll go leave you alone You were Medusa, every time I know I turned to stone You seem happy with him, I have to admit that now I was happy for you both, girl, I was really proud I felt like I was so supportive of all the shit that went down You were doing better, even found out you're leaving your hometown Guess I'm confused in the haze of all my fucking loneliness I put you on a pedestal, treat you like my holiness Feeling like I'm the loneliness, but that was a lie Had my own life that I'm living, felt like I was running out of time I wanted to go and tell you, had some dreams to sell you Even when the illness came, girl, and it overfell you Felt like I was losing a friend I never even had Thinking all the times I had a chance, makes me so damn sad But I'll look through your page from time to time Cause I guess you still go and cross my mind Wanna catch up, I wanna know what is going on in your life Get some updates really fast and I'm gone with just a bye You inspired me a lot, wanna make that clear Thanks for all the ideas, the thoughts over the years Cheers to the future, I hope you stay safe Guess I'll see ya later, I missed the bus, I was too late You don't have to wait Go ahead and celebrate Know you never have to wait on me

Like I get it, life sucks for every single person And I wish it didn't, but that doesn't mean that I'm not hurting From the shit in the past, and it happened so fast Here to tell you my story, so that just makes me kind of glad I got people in my ear, telling me they're in their bag Good for you, you wanna share? You don't? Well that's too bad Like I have things to give, If I did I would've gave But most of the fucking time, I'm thinking of all the ways to save Like I went on my last dollar, and tried to go and donate To children in them ICU's...hoping that they feel great They'd probably switch in a sec, so I count all my blessings Not a player, no hoes, and I hate fucking flexing There is nothing to show, I work hard like you I try hard like you, what else is there to do? People looking at me for answers, I'm looking for my own I'm sorry I couldn't help, I'm trying to find my own home What am I supposed to do? What am I supposed to say? Most of the time I wanna sleep all my days away Give another cig, or give me money just for a pack That I'll smoke within a week And all my drinks are in a bag Made of plastic, I don't feel fantastic And I'm sorry if I'm complaining, sorry if I'm so drastic Been so alone for the last 2 years And I've been on my own, surrounded by my peers No one gives a shit, everyone wants to gain And people don't care, all they want is the fame I've been up and down, tired of all the names That people call me, and I'm sticking with the same Nicknames that I bought when I was just a kid Tryna figure shit out, with a blunt on my lips Phone up on my hip, yes I'm still fucking young Why is it such a shame, when I wanna have fun? I deserve to chill, I think everyone does That's why I see all the youth, stuff their body with the drugs Everybody's fucked up, everybody's so stressed And yes I get it, it's the life that I live The reason started making songs, break out of my shell Give myself a shovel and I'll dig right out of hell Dante's Inferno for my soul, wind is starting to get cold The feelings start to get so damn old Can't digest and it's filled with all the mold Throw it all out, try again, lessons learned right from the pen I did it with out a single friend, I think I can do it all again Watch some anime on my phone, then give myself a rub Jacking off to the latest fetish, maybe give myself a hug Cause I need it, I've been so defeated Getting punched down, to the ground while I'm seated And with scowls I am greeted That is is not what I have needed Man I'm really at my limit I'll buy a bag of drugs And see what is in it Leave this dimension, maybe that's the key Maybe that is...all that I need (No way) Or maybe I need to go outside and touch some grass And get with a cutie and touch her ass

Hello, hello, hello hello, hello Hello, hello, hello Hi, high hi Thanks for stopping by Okay! It's okay to be alone That much that I know Guess I'm always chillin Inside of my zone Watch a couple flicks And some videos Laughing at some cats Eat a couple snacks It's okay to be alone That much that I know Guess I'm always chillin' Inside of my zone Watch a couple flicks And some videos Laughing at some cats Eat a couple snacks It's okay to be alone Going on a walk Maybe look at trees Staring at the flowers While I'm talking to the bees Then I take a nap Wake up after that Take a good shower Then you can relax That much that I know Guess I'm always chillin Inside of my zone Watch a couple flicks And some videos Laughing at some cats Eat a couple snacks It's okay to be alone That much that I know Guess I'm always chillin' Inside of my zone Watch a couple flicks And some videos Laughing at some cats Eat a couple snacks It's okay to be alone Brush my fucking teeth Right before I eat Relaxing for the day Then I'm going back to sleep Brush my fucking teeth Right before I eat Relaxing for the day Then I'm going back to sleep That much that I know Guess I'm always chillin' Inside of my zone I Watch a couple flicks And some videos Laughing at some cats I eat a couple snacks It's okay to be alone That much that I know Guess I'm always chillin' Inside of my zone Watch a couple flicks And some videos Laughing at some cats Eat a couple snacks It's okay to be alone